Things that i miss the most...

damn i miss home so so much. Alone here, watching mtv since 5am and decided to go to the office at noon really sucks. serious shit i don't have the mood to do any work. Reading some blogs... try to avoid the happy sarawakian's blogs who're now maybe having their 10th can of beer or 3rd bottle of tuak.. hehe. Sigh.

I miss my family, i miss my mum so much :( , my cousins, my pets, my plants, my trees, my old albums, my friends, the million stars back home (i kid u not when i say there are million visible stars in the sky, i used to sit near the window and compare the stars with the 1s in the astrology book), the fireworks that my bro gonna set tonight, the karaoke, my mum's cooking, the lemang, the bbq, the durians or any other fruits, my relatives, fishing, drinking tuak, teasing my cousins, cooking my specialties - the jelly fish umai, agar-agar, the chilie pig intestine with pineapple (yummy!!) .. arrrrgggggghhhhhh... i miss home. i'm going back next week. paling teruk pun, maybe next month for the rainforest music festival. i will go home... honestly, i miss my mum the most.

sms-ing some friends just now. sumer pelik kenapa tak balik because i'm always home. siap pesan last christmas, tak payah tanya whether i'm home.. datang jer rumah, i'm there. so yesterday already told them i'm not home. nanti balik (soon i hope), kita lepak lah ye... enjoy some pictures from last year's christmas and gawai...

update : talked to my mum just now. don't wanna be sad but sigh, i'm going home early today to be with princess and ren. at least there's someone who i can talk to. everyone is home but me. man, i do feel lonely here... should i go swimming this evening? nah, i think i'm gonna run till i drop dead. gonna take a day off tomorrow... gonna spend gawai at my aunt's house over the weekend...