Apsal macam banyak kerja ar?

more works coming in this week. dateline by Friday. almost finish with the previous 11 sites. cuma client jer yang tangguh sini sana. not my fault though kalau tak meet dateline. sigh. penat i call... bukan nyer dekat. bill dah melambung dah. sigh. penat siot. penat menunggu ... my family dah seminggu kat sini. sihat sikit lah dah makan homecook everyday. :) sayang my family. * muah.. muah * this weekend have to go to 2 raya open houses. makan free. yeahoo. (thx wawa and eddie) hehe... bila plak nak merasa baju kurung baru kan? tak pernah pakai lagi. so, this sunday is the first time me wearing baju kurung for this year. oh terfikir jugak. this year i tak pernah lagi pakai skirt laaa. hahaks... a record for me. there's a reason for that though. sebagai pejalan kaki i kene hati-hati dengan my surrounding. so kalu pakai seluar panjang lagi selamat. so far i'm okay. feeling traumatized since kene snatched (twice) few years back. so that is my solid reason for not wearing skirt. next week, i have to start doing the christmas list. to be exact there are almost 30 people on the list. another reason to have big headache. sigh... especially for the little kids. kalu tak beli kang dia orang tanya apsal tak beli. at that age, dia orang sumer muka tembok. so won't let that happen again. at least ader something. oh man... thinking of what i'll be doing next month left me with not much time for myself. damn. got to make time for me self. got to. i will. man.. aunty call lagi. this time i lied. told her i'll be going back on Dec 23 at 3pm. bunyi macam logik gak. so if i can't make it, there's always Dec 24 kan? itu pun kene sound. sebab tak beli awal sikit, boleh dapat discount. sigh... sayang betul dia orang dengan i. tiap-tiap tahun kene balik. kalu tak balik kene paksa jugak. hehe... guess it's not fun without me there kot? ceh perasan. haha...

it's almost new year too. i didn't make any resolutions last year, but i will this year. heheh... at least, there's something to look forward to. but then again, i guess it's too early for me to blog about my resolutions. kene tunggu akhir tahun laaa. maybe before christmas, sebab back home no internet. seksa laaa... even the nearest town pun, internet macam hampeh. nak bukak google jer takes about 2 minutes kot. even 1 minute pun dah lama dah. sigh... well, y'all have a nice evening. i'm writing to release tension nih. sakit paru paru aku. heartburn and macam macam lagi imaginary sickness dalam kepala otak aku nih. :P

ps: please excuse my melayu rojak. hehe... the best way to release tension, i guess.